Leap of Faith

This next poem is an old one and one I'm not necessarily as thrilled with as I might once have been but it's been promised to you for some time now as it's the follow-up to "Meant to Be." (Yes, that means there's a voice file at the bottom of the post). So, I thought now that I have a working headset again, it was about damn time I deliver on my word. Again, it's about a step I took on my journey as a submissive and about the same particular ex, whom I adore to this day. With all that said, here she blows:

Leap of Faith

So now

I sit here

Years later

I eagerly anticipate your arrival next week

Reread your email over and over again

Contemplate the risqué pictures I might send to you

I still want you inside me

And I want you

To be the one to take me to the next level

You are the one I have chosen

To submit to

I’m giving myself to you

Once again

As I have over and over

Over the years

Please, baby

Hurt me only when I want you to

Treasure me as you always have

When you hit me, know that it’s not because I’m weak or lost

But because I need to feel and to give up this constant need for control

Take me to the brink and beyond

To the depths and back again

Make me whimper and scream

Beg and plead

Then give me everything I ask you for

Treat me like a slut

And like a queen

Hold me and enfold me

Princess and whore and oh so much more

I am yours for the taking

Just don’t leave me aching and shaking

I’m counting on you

 To do as you always have

And love me more than I love you

copyright 2009 Katherine Andrews Andrews

Leap of Faith 9-14-11 by KakeDastardly

Face Fucking

So some of you twitter types may be familiar with the hash tag #fucktoyfriday. For the rest of you, basically, it's a tag people post with their tweets on Fridays, the tweets being sexual in nature, generally pics or text of women being "fucktoys" or using "fucktoys." This past Friday, I got inspired and wrote something a bit longer than twitter's 180 words minus #fucktoyfriday. Thus, I had to tiny paste it. It's also pretty damn filthy. Since that's the case, I thought I might share it with you here. So, with no further ado, here's #fucktoyfriday, Face Fucking: